Intercessory Meditations

A very bad pain day today despite so many efforts that should have helped—the intercessory meditations and long-distance Reiki treatments of my dear "femifesting" (vs. manifesting) group friends ... a visit to the Wellbridge pool and hot tub ... and three zanaflex muscle relaxants and three oxy-somethings—perhaps I am not taking them soon enough?

How I would love to please all of the beloved people who are trying so hard to help me!  Dr. Minchin's prescriptions, Dr. Guarino's injections, the three different physical therapists who were so caring and (initially) hopeful, B's trips with me to the pool, Connie's trips to the grocery store, and the prayers and advice of so many well-meaning friends. I am showered with so much help and sympathy—mine must be a stubborn case to resist this tsunami of healing intentions.